You and I

don't you worry, there my honey
we might not have any money
but we've got our love to pay the bills

maybe I think you're cute and funny,
maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you,
if you know what I mean

Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there, you and I, you and I, you and I,

well you might be a bit confused
and you might be a little bit bruised
but baby how we spoon like no one else
so I will help you read those books
if you will soothe my worried looks
and we will put the lonesome on the shelf

oh let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I

oh, let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I

pretty little things

after reading the latest post from http://paledivision.blogspot.com,
i was inspired to organise my accessories properly.
so i bought a box of pins and a bulletin board from daiso, and did this.


i pinned up all the dangly accesories which i would always throw in a huge box filled with ALL my accessories and they would always get all tangled up. this is such a great way of organising necklaces! im so happy, and they look so good like this too.

now i wont ever have to be late (or even later than i already am) due to untangling a certain necklace to wear it. and that is if i even remember i have it, from the bottom of the huge box.

almost all these accessories are given to me by people, and they each have a story to tell (:


the intricate one above, with the butterfly and flowers and all, is hand-made painstakingly by my friend, erica. she used to own a blogshop selling all these accessories that she designed and made, and they would all sell like hotcakes the moment the collection is out. she is simply amazing, and i love it.

the one next to it, was amy's birthday present to me last year, and it is a double necklace with a tinkerbell trinket, and a pair of little shoes with tiny crystals at the tip. love it, it's so adorable! and i bought the owl necklace when i was at taiwan for an exchange trip. it was only $2! i saw exact ones over here selling for like $15! ridiculous!


my current dressing table. musical carousel i bought from copenhagen, juicy couture body sorbet, body shop toner, eliot 18, and essential haircare. ALL MY ESSENTIALS THAT I CANT LIVE WITHOUT.

these too, are essentials. almost all entirely given to me by people also. yes i have every single colour of those roses bought from h&m hahaha




my current makeup stuff. there are a lot in that box. with the new 100 colours eyeshadow palette.

and i got hello kitty film from my birthday, which i havent used yet! YAY!





so, life has been pretty happening and good lately. will update more soon, hopefully!
I MISS BLOGGING AHHHHH.

i want a holland lop rabbit...

ive had a ridiculous fear of ALL pets ever since i had a super scary monster hamster 7 years ago. i still have nightmares sometimes of the hamster growing to a big size and coming back to haunt me.

but recently, ive been really adoring these holland lop rabbits, aren't they adorable?
they cost $250 though, and they last for up to 10 years, so it's quite a commitment.
and i only like them if they turn out as adorable looking as the pictures above... i can't stand it if they are even slightly not-so-good looking! i saw a couple of not very cute holland lop rabbits :(

ok i promise i'll do a long happy post soon. soon.

set fire on to you

watch out, im on a roll

geeky friday

bio experiment went well and did hardcore tok with dawn until 10pm+ AND IT WAS THE BEST FRIDAY OF MY LIFE HAHAHA
the accomplishment feeling is really WHEEEEE
ok can. today saturday is do more work day, practice and sleep day.

today someone told me, did you know that temptation only lasts for 7 minutes?
so everytime you're tempted to do something bad, wait for 7 minutes to past. just wait and the feeling will be gone.

i dont know how true this is, but i'll definitely try my best to remember this everytime im tempted and resist it. only 7 mins what! i can do this! im counting down every single day, towards the weekend. how sad is that? 2 more days to weekends, yesssssss

no more extra spending from now on, i have to save up for my viola. and to pay back the 1.6k damn debt.

TGIF!

yes, i am a loser staying at home on a friday night.
but it was a good quiet time by myself, talking with dad over dinner (rare!), making laoban beancurd and actually succeeding!, catching up on all the updates online, and yes experimenting with new makeup and see how it works.

really love the thick eyeliner and red lipstick, but i dont think i'll ever dare wear it out in real life :(
also yes those are my current new and favourite accessories. didnt manage to take picture of my diamante cross earrings. just realised that cross accessories are in trend now, and a good thing too, because i love cross accessories! check out that classy gold cross bangle that chloe and michelle got me for my birthday <3

have a good weekend, i know mine will be packed as usual.
monday will come too soon, and the cycle will repeat itself.

finally.

after 6 difficult months of crying my eyes out, my heart, all my intestines, of wanting to die, yet wanting to live.
it's finally over. i've walked out of it.
thank you for everything.

sorry i couldn't be perfect for you, as you were for me. sorry i hurt you. to the point you wanted to die.

there're so many things i want to say, but nothing i say now will mean a thing to you i guess,

so thank you.


thank you so much.



I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

When laying with you
I could stay there
Close my eyes
Feel you here forever
You and me together
Nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew,
All the things you'd say,
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where it felt something die
'Cause I knew that there was the last time, the last time!

Sometimes I wake up by the door,
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you.