sorry for MIA-ing so long, its just that reality is so busy that ive been unable to update cyberspace. honestly, there's no time to celebrate after exams. it's just deadlines after deadlines and im just so tired. no, tired is an understatement. i dont even know how to describe this exhaustion within myself.

anyway from now on, whether exams or not, i'll push myself to the fullest. not just getting done and over with assignments, but truly doing it to the best that i can. yes i'll try my best. good is not good enough.

got back results, it's my personal worse. i dont believe life can get any worse than this. just so discouraged, over how difficult it is just to pass a subject. this is ridiculous. just last year im still scoring 70s.
so, if i manage to get promoted, i swear it is going to be the greatest testimony of my life. no, second best testimony.


you are my greatest testimony, x.